Just a update..!! =)..

Wow, holiday really over very very fast. Sad la, just lasted for 1 week only. During this 1 week, I played like mad, studies ?? Ah.. Forget it man, never open a book duing this holiday.. Somemore play dota everyday.. Ish, TRIAL is on 3 September man, and I am stil playing.. Haiz.. Have to get into study mode already.. Today morning somemore skip school. Well I woke at 9.15 this morning beacuse for a dentist appoinment lo, luckily is not pain at all.. Hahaha.. During the hoildays, I, Chua, Yap, Teoh, Tong and Chee Siang went to swim at kompleks sukan. Actualy i been there before during my childhood time for swimming classes. Before that I, Yap, Teoh, Chua and Chee Siang were playing cyber at autumn after Aziz.. Well is a cold weather that day because it is raining in the morning. Then we 6 prepare ourself to jump into the pool but I go there without my mum permission.. So I didnt swim at first, but seeing they all swim has make me wanted to swim. Argh who cares la, so I just wear my attire and straight jump into the pool.. Well the water is cold but my heart is even colder lo.. Haha.. Then soon we 6 played like mad lo.. Then I went diving in the pool, sitting down underwater is really nice lo.. I felt very relax and my mind is thinking of something lo.. So can say most of the time there I was underwater sitting down or lying down but too bad I cant hold my breath for that long.. Ish.. Well it is fun lo to play with my Brotha's.. I am looking forward for the next visit.. Next I went for a camp called 30 Hour Of Famine, which is on 23/08/08, this date is very special to me lo.. haha.. The camp was held at HICT Klang, and the place is super cold lo.. Eventhough I wore 4 layer of shirt and 3 pants.. Plus that night was a raining night lo, so it is super cold lo.. Well not eating for a day is not a hard thing for me lo, but only to lead my group I think is a hardest thing ever lo because communication barrier. My mandarin level is just standard 1 only.. Regreted for not learing mandarin during I was young.. I wont repeat the same mistakes again le.. Then I am the only La Sallian attend to the camp which held in HICT. Sad la.. Failure in mandarin.. Haiz.. Nevermind la, this is not the first time I was feeling embarrassed. Next time will go learn Mandarin so I can communicate better.. Haha.. I guess it will be after SPM la if I really got that commitment to go and learn la.. Hahaha.. Well I think I need to stop gaming for now.. SAY NO TO GG haha.. Have to start to chiong liao, Chiong for my result and for someone.. Before that I promise Kenneth to play 1 last game with him at GG.. After that I will not touch dota for the remaining months.. Is A PROMISE I HAVE TO KEEP.. Well I think this is all for now.. Will update more post soon lo.. Hehe..

Signning off,
n3x1@..

Tian Hei Hei by Sun Yan Zi

-天黑黑-

我的小时候吵闹任性的时侯我的外婆总会唱歌哄我

wǒ de xiǎoshíhòuchǎonào rènxìng de shí hóuwǒ de wàipózǒng huì chànggē hōng wǒ

夏天的午后老老的歌安慰我那首歌好象这样唱的

xiàtiān de wǔ hòulǎo lǎo de gē ānwèi wǒnà shǒu gē hǎoxiàng zhèyàngde chàng de

天黑黑欲落雨天黑黑黑黑

(ti ho ho veu leo ho--- ti ho ho ho ho ) tiān hēihēi yù luò yǔ

离开小时候有了自己的生活新鲜的歌新鲜的念头

líkāi xiǎoshíhòuyǒule zìjǐde shēnghuóxīnxiān de gēxīnxiān de niàntou

任性和冲动无法控制的时候我忘记还有这样的歌

rènxìng hé chōngdòngwúfǎ kòngzhì de shíhouwǒ wàngjìhái yǒu zhèyàngde gē

天黑黑欲落雨天黑黑黑黑

(ti ho ho veu leo ho--- ti ho ho ho ho ) tiān hēihēi yù luò yǔ

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人我以为这就是我所追求的世界

(*) wǒ àishàng ràng wǒ fèn bùgù shēn de yī ge rényǐwéi zhè jiùshì wǒ suǒ zhuīqiú de shìjiè

然而横冲直撞被误解被骗是否成人的世界背后总有残缺

ránér héng chōng zhí zhuàng bèi wùjiě bèi piànshìfǒu chéngrén de shìjiè bèihòu zǒng yǒu cán quē

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福

wǒ zǒu zài měitiān bìxū miànduì de fēn chà lùwǒ huáiniàn guòqù dānchún měihǎo de xiǎo xìngfú

爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足天空很大却看不清楚好孤独

ài zǒngshì ràngrén kūràngrén juéde bùmǎn zútiānkōng hěn dà què kàn bùqīngchǔhǎo gūdú

(repeat *)天黑的时候我又想起那首歌突然期待下起安静的雨原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听下起雨也要勇敢前进….

tiān hēi de shíhouwǒ yòu xiǎngqǐ nà shǒu gētūrán qīdàixià qǐ ānjìng de yǔyuánlái wàipó de dàolǐ zǎo jiù chàng gěi wǒ tīngxià qǐ yǔ yě yào yǒnggǎn qiánjìn ….

我相信一切都会平息我现在好想回家去

wǒ xiāngxìn yīqiè dōuhuì píngxīwǒ xiànzài hǎo xiǎng huíjiāqù

天黑黑欲落雨天黑黑黑黑(ti ho ho veu leo ho--- ti ho ho ho ho )

tiān hēihēi yù luò yǔ

ENGLISH
When I was a little girl and being uneasy

My grandmother would always sing to calm me down

On summer afternoons, grandma's old song would comfort me

The song went like this:Black, black sky, it’s gonna start raining soon.

Black, black sky.

My childhood left behind, with a life of my own

Fresh songs, fresh ideas

When I can’t control my uneasy and impulsive feelings,I forget I still have this song

Black, black sky, it’s gonna start raining soon. Black, black sky.

I fell in love with a person I could risk my life for

I thought this was the world I was looking for

However, I fumbled, was misunderstood and deceived

Is it that behind the world of an adult, there has to be always something going wrong?

I walk everyday, facing the road before me

I miss the beautiful little happiness of my childhood

Love always makes people cry, makes peopledissatisfied

The sky is so immense and yet I can’t see clearly - how lonely

When the sky is cloudy, I remember that song

And wait for the quiet rain to fall

It carries the truth that grandma sung to me back then

That even if it rains, we must bravely continue

I believe everything will eventually calm down

Right now I really wish to go back home

Black, black sky, it’s gonna start raining soon.

n3x1@